tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50341063119095191072011-04-21T14:13:19.881-07:00Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05902750987002772902noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5034106311909519107.post-51552192098865738252008-02-04T14:11:00.000-08:002008-02-04T14:13:23.300-08:00<p class="MsoNormal">I could use a mental diet.<br />An improvement to create an almost<br />demarcation to my condition.<span style=""> </span>To relapse into<br />infancy.<br />I think I would be comfortable somewhere, anywhere,<br />with brain fluid like cashmere,<br />painful episodes depleting from memory.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">No therapist.<br />No rehabilitation.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">The hideous, vivid, agonizing<br />memories would turn to<br />happiness.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Revisionist nostalgia.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Rarely would I need to create<br />a half-smile.<br />No longer times of feeling numb.<br />No longer a strenuous exercise.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">While my profile gives no information to others,<br />I squeeze my fists<br />until my knuckles are white</p> <p class="MsoNormal">and hope for the best.</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5034106311909519107-5155219209886573825?l=thekensingtons.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05902750987002772902noreply@blogger.com0